Rabu, 10 Agustus 2011

memoirs of pathetic heart

why is the title sounds weird and ridiculous?? yes,kid,im talking to myself. i think i always let my self look back and fall into a same hole over and over. it can be end up but i always give my stupidity a chance. guess what ,that i will always stumbled and fall in the end. like a stupid cat in a microwave which is already to serve. eaten by nothingness. well this post such a wasting time and its better if nobody read this. 
why is it look sad and hopeless?? in fact, I AM
in this silent midnight.....when everybody in my house is sleeping...im stay up and type this trash with tears rolling down on my cheecks. remembering what i've done...and what happened in my past that make me who i am. 

fine,i understand. its ok with me.
like i've ever tweet in twitter that "nothing worse in this world than a friend who betrays" 
your best friends today,maybe your enemies at the following day.
so what? i make a new friend  and make a new enemy everytime every second in my life. i find em and i lose em anytime and watching they come and go like a week days. let say i accustomed.
i need em but i try so hard to make it doesnt really matter. cz sometimes,being alone is the best for me. that no one will hurts me and makes me sad.

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