i dont know what to do when im.......when i was on the phone,listening to ur charm voice,,wondering ur face expression......yes,i mean...yes,what special with that??


 of course,that is so effing special for me...how could it isnt special for two human,boy and girl,separated by fate,no comunication for over one year,and now talking again on the phone??? is it ok if i call it "miracle??" god....my heart was out of the beat last night,cz i forgot how to breathe!!!i confuse...between happy and sad....cry and laugh....heartache and bliss....for a moment,i feel my destiny was playing with me...... :") :( i was sooo....idk,my chest is burns,,,and suddenly feel the major headache when i hear his voice !! oh my...so sweet as i heard one year ago !!! i think i could die !!! now let me explain how this happened.at first, desti,one of my college friend,was adding him on facebook several days ago..they seems like to send a message each other,talk about college regristration and desti,asked for his phone number.andddddddd they texted each other...anddddd desti run out of the bal!!!then SHE BORROWED MA PHONE and used it to texting with him. when desti left to work, she lefts my phone on adesk. as usual,i opened my inbox too check a new text,and,,i see his text. at first,i just asked "who is this?" andddddd finally we realized each other...i know he's mu ex,and he knows me,,,,his unforgottable ex (blah). this is pure accident...this is....this is wrong....he calls me at the midnight,talking bout our memories...what we used to be...what we ever say...our broken promises....our memorable place.....we almost talk bout anything we knew....my chest is blown...i felt a massive hearthache but i cant cry....cz my lips keep smiling.pretend to calm,but my heart was beating too hard !!!! i still cant believe what happened last night.....that is him. trully him. someone who ever gone...and like this when he's come back :(